By now, you should know that I’ve written extensively about my past experience with social anxiety. You can find my story in the about me page, in this post (and in this one), and get the delicate details of what I did to overcome it here.

I’ve based this entire site on my experience of getting rid of all symptoms associated with social anxiety, in order to help other fellow introverts in this position, but it’s recently dawned on me that not everyone’s aware that they’re stuck in social anxiety hell. Maybe that’s you.

Because once upon a time I didn’t know

I used to think it was a fact of life. A collective motion we all went through, with some of us better suited to handle it than others. But the more time went by, the more I realized such was not the case. While a common experience for many of us introverts, it’s not a universal plight. Suddenly, my perspective changed and it became uncomfortably clear that my reactions were indeed based upon my own self-imposed internal limitations. As it turned out, I was the root cause of my symptoms. It was like putting on glasses after living an entire life in a haze. Something shifted within me. As I made my way to the other side, I realized that the grass was indeed greener. And that all this time, I was standing on decaying ground.

I finally understood that I was the one holding myself back

My brain tricked me into believing that I was less than. After many years of falling below everyone’s expectations, including my own, I concocted an alternative version of myself. One that wasn’t deserving of anyone’s attention. One that was better off sitting quietly in a corner, avoiding any and all conflict, interaction, or dare I say judgmental eyes. I allowed this version to fully take over the reins and inflict extensive damage to my true self.

I was living in a self-contained social anxiety hell

How to get out of social anxiety hell - Honestrox

And it’s recently come to my attention that the perfect analogy for this illusion is told by none other than the show Lucifer. Without going into too many details as to the show’s premise, the biggest takeaway is that we’re all creating our own hell. A hell that places us in a constant loop. One that we find ourselves in, day in and day out. Like a broken record player, playing the same old annoying verse over and over.

See, in the show, those who end up in hell have their own room. Their own cell where they get to relive over and over the one thing they’re the most guilty of. A thing of their OWN choosing.

But here’s the interesting part

They can leave at any moment in time. The door isn’t locked. Should they chose to, they can walk away from their hell. Yet, none do, because they’re too focused on their guilt, completely unaware of anything else around them. They don’t know they’re in hell.

And that’s exactly what my life was like when I was living with social anxiety.

I broke free from the social anxiety loop

Be your best self

It’s only when I started to pay close attention to what held me back, to what put me in that constant loop in hell, that I was able to tear myself away from it. Every time I swallowed my words for fear of retribution or hid under my desk for fear of socializing or clammed up at the idea of presenting, I pushed back against those feelings and made myself walk out of hell’s door.

I’m writing this post because if you, too, are living in social anxiety hell, I want to help. Like me, maybe you don’t even realize the extent of your anxiety, and you’re just living with these unnerving symptoms. Or maybe you do know you have it, but you’re not sure how to rid yourself of it. One thing’s for sure — healing is possible. You just have to believe it’s in your power.

Here are 4 steps to get out of social anxiety hell
*Let’s make it fun and keep it themed to Lucifer

1) Diagnose those devilish thoughts – Notice when your anxiety flares up 

Keep a journal handy and jot down the instant you feel that knot in your throat. The one that keeps you from sharing your opinion, giving advice, or speaking up. Notice your body’s reaction and your mental state. Are you feeling nauseous? Are your palms sweaty? Do you want to give up? Are you questioning your worth? These are all symptoms of social anxiety. You want to make sure you’re an expert at pinpointing them out. You don’t have to do anything about them, except acknowledge that they’re there. That’s the first step.

2) Count the # of demons – Bring your loop to light

Once you journal for a few weeks or a few months, go through the pages, and count how many instances of social anxiety you experienced every day. Bring the loop to light. You want to know how frequently you fall into this trap. You might have heard of time tracking – which is all about knowing where your time goes so that you can reappropriate it accordingly. This is in the same vein as that, because if you don’t know that you have a problem, you won’t know how to correct it. Highlight every moment in time that made you feel socially anxious.

3) Analyze your fiery core – Pinpoint the root of your reaction

Now that you’re aware of your social anxiety and when it kicks in, it’s time to analyze it when it happens. The moment you feel social anxiety creeping in, ask yourself the tough questions. Why am I feeling this way? What do I think will happen? Can I overwrite this feeling? Why not? Has this happened before? Really dig deep and self-assess your feelings. Try to pinpoint exactly the root cause of your reaction. The more you do this, the more self-aware you’ll become of why your brain reacts in such a way. Once you have that knowledge, you can easily move on to the next step.

4) Break out of your hell – Intentionally do the opposite action

Once you have all the data and you’ve studied it, you’re going to be prepared to act upon an arising symptom. The moment you recognize that it’s starting, instead of going through the usual loop, break free of it immediately by resisting it. This means that you need to intentionally act the opposite of how you normally would. If you’re freaking out in class or in a meeting that your name is going to be called out, tell yourself that your name will definitely be called out. Be proactive in order to lessen your reaction. Don’t wait for the situation to happen to you, but instead be ready with an answer to it. If the opportunity presents itself to speak up, don’t let the loop begin. Speak up without reservations, as if there’s no other option.

Getting out of the loop is not an easy process

Just like getting out of hell isn’t. Who knew? But since you’re the person that put yourself in social anxiety hell, you’re definitely the person to take yourself out of it. I may have simplified the steps, but I purposefully did so in order to help you see the big picture. The most important thing you can do for your mental being is to understand that you are (or aren’t) in this loop. Once that’s revealed, you’ll know what actions to take. If it just so happens that you are (as I once was), try and go through these steps as much as you can.

Because life is so much better when you’re not stuck in your own hell

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